Friday, January 12, 2007
Going back to school on Monday! Dreading it of course, now, I'm already counting down to Chinese New Year. LOL.
There's so much homework! I don't know how to do the CME homework and the art homework. I can't draw okay. So how do you write an essay: How would you develop and use your strengths?! I don't even know what are my strengths or even if I have strengths.
Stupid homework. Stupid school. I hate CGS. Almost every piece of paper I land my hands on, I write that. Don't ask me why. I just... don't like it. I don't like the people. The school. Everything just seems so strange. I wonder if I'll stay alone for 4 years. I told my dad yesterday that I hate crescent and he asked me why and I told him. He said that, sometimes alone is good, you can concentrate on studies. That's what I'll do then. I think I'll be eating alone during recess on Monday and lunch and on Tuesday and on the rest of the days. I cry whenever I think of this. LOL. Don't laugh okay. You don't understand how I feel.